



3:27 AM
4 months... was happy... but im not anymore....
just go and die!!! everyone!!! i hate you!!! i hate everyone!!! just leave me alone and stop trying to come into my life.. i wish there was no one out there... i wish love didnt exist... i wish i didnt love him...what the hell is wrong with me!!! i wish someone would just kill me now...
i havent had enough sleep for 2 weeks since i became homeless.. to moving in... to studying non stop... and its finals week in 1 day... and i havent started studying... wad am i suppose to do... im stress.. im tired... im dying.... my eyes hurts... from not sleeping... from crying.... i wish i could stop myself from over reacting... but i cant... =_( i need a break...
why??!!!! why??!!!! i live for him... it feels like i no longer live for myself... been so tired since midnight for the past 2 days.. and then wad.. waited for him till 3am for 2 nights... like dyingly tired and i really needed to sleep... cuz my eyes was hurting... but i would rather suffer and stay up all night till he came... wth is wrong with me... i wish i was dead..... =_(
i love you... too much..... i'll die not seeing u for a minute.... -cries-
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